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Saturday, 17 March 2012

You Don't Say

SO...

I haven't been posting...



Here's A Little Update....

This semester's modules are tough!!!

Apart from that,
my student ID is NOT working...

meaning...

it's access has been denied!!



HOW COULD YOU BLOODY SCANNER!!!

I went to the registry department to clarify things...
the man said my card should have no problem as it has been activated!
he ordered me to go to IT department to check...
IT folks said that if the card scanner's light turns green,
means my card is not broken or damaged...
the IT dude asked me check with registry department again...



at the end of the day...

when the glass door is lock...
I call someone to open it for me...


Saturday, 11 February 2012

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

"I'll be there for you~~~"
still remember the theme song of the sitcom with the same name as my post?

out of 10 people,
only 1 truly care...
the rest are either HAPPY that you're miserable
or ENVIOUS of your happiness...

it's the tragic truth...
the harsh reality of life!

It's the fact that
YOU
THEM
HE
SHE
THEY
ME
and the rest of the world knows!

but why do I still wanted to spill?
why did I dialed up the number...
I dialed up the number only to find that it has been changed...
that person,
whom I listed as one of the important person in my life,
changed h** mobile number...

It's not about the number changing...
it's about how the number changed without me knowing...!

I was wrong...
I thought you cared...

even now I'm still blogging about this shit!
having an acc on blogger.com PROVES how mega huge 'sharer' I am...

I must learn how to share-less!
I must learn how to care-less!
I must learn how to say-less!

If I did not have the humongous appetite to share my emotions,
I would not have had my heart broken!

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ok, sad-pathetic tone aside...
so what if someone doesn't care anymore?
just reminisce the fond memories and move on!
what's life without heart aches and heart breaks...
I should focus more on what makes my life happy...

the fact that I can still make people laugh at my jokes,
the fact that I still can laugh out loud or smile like a retard,
the fact that I can cry while watching sad films,
the fact that I can cry when I am broken,
are all blessing from God!

I can not predict what will happen tomorrow
but God gave me the chance to stay alive
to find out what's next in every pages of my life so far.

Therefore,
Instead of whining about how bad people are
or how tormented I'm feeling,
I should always remember that things happened for many reasons...

It could also be karma!
I might have done something in the past that made me deserve this kind of heartaches
(which I always assume are punishments from the Almighty).


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At the end of the day,
I should ALWAYS remember that
SOME things are always great to share with the people around you
BUT
EVERYTHING can be shared with God...!
Though, we are all aware that God can see every details in your life,
let's not take it for granted!

Typical human,
only remembers God when in pain...
It is things like this that makes me realise how small I am in this world!
when I'm down,
I turn to God asking why shit happens...
God never replied!
(DUHH, if I can hear God, I am lunatic! = =)

but as God's creation,
God blessed us with great thinking ability...
God didn't just strike a bolt of lightning straight at me.
Instead, God moved my heart to tell my brain
to give my whole life a second thought!

when shit happens, I questioned God...
questioning my Creator in an unwanted-child tone!
accusing my creator of unfairness!
but when things turns out AWESOME,
did I really went all out questioning God how come everything turns out great!
Did I? NEVER!
All I did was, thanking God for answering my prayers!

In conclusion,
when all the shit happens,
I have no one to blame but myself!
Yes, I put the blame on me...

no need to slit my wrists...
when the world refuses to listen,
I won't be muted...
I will continue blabbering my story to God!
(even if I look crazy speaking on my own!)

let us all pray that our faith will remain strong
and when we die, we shall be included among those who believes!
(NOT AMONG THE BELIEBERS!!! = =)

Amin!

Friday, 10 February 2012

Beneath Hearts and Cards (part 2)

However, the celebration of the 14 of February actually began in the ancient Roman tradition festival of Lupercalia. Lupercalia is the festival of fertility that originally was celebrated on the February 15 but with the rise of Christianity in the Roman Empire on 496 AD, the festival then was changed to February 14th the Saint Valentine’s Day. In a way, the Romas Christianised the Lupercalia celebration

In the ancient Roman history, February was considered a time for purification as it marks the beginning of the season spring. Houses were cleansed through some special ritual that consist of sweeping the dust out and sprinkling salt and a type of wheat called Spelt all throughout the interior of the house.

To begin the festival, members of the Luperci, an order of Roman priests, would gather at the sacred cave, Palatine Hill, where Romulus and Remus were believed to be raised by a she-wolf before they eventually founded Rome. There, the Luperci would sacrifice a goat, for fertility, and a dog, for purification.

The pagan males would then sliced the goat skins into strips, dipped them in the sacrificial blood and took to the streets, gently slapping women and fields of crops with the goat skin strips. The pagan females welcomed being “touched” with the strips because it was believed the strips would make them more fertile in the coming year.

To the Pagan Romans, February was sacred to Goddess Juno Februata, the goddess of fever of love, and of women and marriage. In conjunction with this day, young pagan women in the city would place their names in a big pot. The city's bachelors would then each choose a name out of the pot and become paired for the year with his chosen woman. Those whose name was drawn would become a “couple,” joining in erotic games at feasts and parties celebrated throughout Rome. After the festival, they would remain sexual partners for the rest of the year.

This tradition was practiced by the Pagan Romans for centuries and often ended in marriage. However, when Pope Gelasius declared February 14th a Saint Valentine's Day around 498 A.D, The Pagan Roman "lottery" pairing culture was deemed un-Christian and outlawed and so the tradition was banished from the celebration of Saint Valentine’s Day on February 14th.

Over the centuries, St. Valentine’s Day cards became popular, especially by the late eighteenth and early nineteenth centuries. These cards were painted with pictures of Cupid and hearts, and meticulously decorated with lace, silk or flowers. These cards were given by the males mostly to the women that their heart desire and mostly will sign the card with, “from your Valentine”.

There may be doubts regarding the actual identity of Valentine, he has been proven existed because archaeologists have recently unearthed a Roman catacomb where an ancient church dedicated to a Saint named, Valentine was built.

Valentine’s Day’s legend or history or origin is quite murky but no matter in what version researcher may stumble upon, all of the stories certainly emphasises Valentine’s appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and of course, a significant romantic figure and the celebration is all about love.<

AGAIN, I'm NOT saying one MUST NOT celebrate V'Day... All I'm saying is that, one should understand what a celebration is all about AND celebrate it moderately...