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Almost yours.

As much as a private person I am, I have finally found my soulmate whom I now share all of my deepest darkest secrets with. No worries, he loves me back. *phewww*

Anyways, it's been almost 6 months officially together and although he did told me he foresee a as his wife, he never truly proposed. Growing up, I am deeply heavily influenced by the Hollywood dramatic proposal whereby the guy would bend on his knee and would popped the overhyped line, "will you marry me?" with a diamond ring on his hand which the girl would then dramatically replies, "yes!" with tears in her eyes and they kissed while the cameraman goes around the couple for that dramatic shot!

*krikkk.krikkk* NO! That's not what happened in real life or at least not with mine. I am an Asian. We live by traditions and cultures which are very family oriented. When a guy wants to marry the girl of his life, he must send his family to meet the girls' family and discuss about their marriage. Yes…

King

I guess it's true...

You never really knew how it feels like until you get to experience it yourself!

There I was, broken, shattered (or I thought so)...
Helplessly incapable to love anyone else anymore (or so I assumed)...
Falls back in love with the remaining bits of my broken heart...
It wasn't perfect but somehow, it's beating again, to your heartbeat.

All the signs, whether from up above or down below shows that you're the one...
Please, please, pleaaaaase forever be mine!
Again and again I will never get tired of saying I love you too,
'cause even now, I am officially missing you...

Random Silly Things

"Apa erti kehidupan?", adik aku tanya tiba-tiba memecah kesunyian malam.

Aku bukanlah cuba sangat nak deep tapi, somehow aku rasa macam pada ketika itu... inilah jawapan yang terbaik.

"Hidup ni memang sebenarnya pasal makan, berak, kencing, tidur and repeat semua tu hanya untuk dikecewakan!".

Masing-masing saling berpandangan dan terdiam sejenak.

Krikk.. Krikk...

Finally adik aku ketawa sambil menepuk dahi, "kakak dah kenape?" dia tanya.

Aku seperti biasa, senyum selamba walaupun entah mengapa aku sedikit sebanyak terkesan dengan kata-kata aku sendiri.

Orang kata, mimpi itu mainan syaitan tapi kalau kita tengah lalui a very bad day and kita berharap sangat ianya hanya sebuah mimpi buruk, syaitan ade main peranan tak dalam hal ni? Aku syak ada! Orang yang buat hari kita seumpama mimpi buruk tu lah setan sebenarnya HAHAHAHAHAHA~